Colin Drake
I recently was talking to a friend who was complaining of existential  anxiety; which was dispelled by reading a good book on nonduality or  attending an inspiring satsang, but which always returned. So I asked  him what he 'did' on a daily basis to establish himself in nondual  awareness, whereupon he grinned sheepishly indicating that he did  nothing. Which made me ponder the teachings of many modern teachers of  nondualism who say there is nothing to 'do' and everything just 'happens  by itself'. Indeed even in my book Beyond the Separate Self  there is a  chapter entitled 'Nothing to Achieve, Find or Get' which could give the  impression that there is nothing that one needs to do . However I can  assure you that if one continues to live in the same headspace without  'doing anything' then there will no change in one's outlook and anxiety  levels. For as I say in the book:
At a deeper level than this flow of fleeting objects (thoughts and  sensations) we are this constant subject, awareness itself; this is  already the case and as such cannot be achieved. All that is required is  to realize this!
So awareness is central to our being, whilst thoughts and sensations are  peripheral. This is self-evident for without awareness our thoughts and  sensations would pass unnoticed. Thus we cannot lose this awareness; we  just need to stop overlooking it.
It is impossible to get that awareness which you already are, and thus  have in full abundance. All that is required is to recognize this. In  this respect you do need to 'get' this, but this is in fact nothing as  it is not a thing but the 'ground' from which all things arise, in which  they exist and back into which they subside. So there is in fact 'no  thing to get' and you do need to 'get' nothing(ness) ! 
So although there is:
'nothing to achieve,' we do need to realize the deeper level of pure  awareness, for this to be the case.
'nothing to find', we do need to stop overlooking the awareness that is  always present.
'nothing to get', we do need to recognize that we already have this  awareness.
This realization, or recognition, of the deeper level of pure awareness  is easily accomplished by directly investigating our own  moment-to-moment experience. My book aims to provide a simple  straightforward framework in which this investigation can take place.  However even after the recognition of this deeper level we do need to  cultivate, and establish, this by further investigation/ contemplation  for as it says in The Tibetan Book of the Dead:
All those of all [differing] potential, regardless of their acumen or  dullness, 
 May realize [this intrinsic awareness]. 
 
 However, for example, even though sesame is the source of oil and milk  of butter, 
 But there will be no extract if these are unpressed or unchurned, 
 Similarly, even though all beings actually possess the seed of  buddhahood, 
 Sentient beings will not attain buddhahood without experiential  cultivation. 
 
 Nonetheless, even a cowherd will attain liberation if he engages in  experiential cultivation. 
 
 For, even though one may not know how to elucidate [this state]  intellectually, 
 One will [through experiential cultivation] become manifestly  established in it. 
 One whose mouth has actually tasted molasses, 
 Does not need others to explain its taste.
  
Even after one has 'tasted molasses' this taste will dissipate after a  time, requiring further ingesting for the taste to reappear. In the same  way the effect of 'awakening' to the reality of the deeper level of  pure awareness will dissipate if one 'nods off' again and re-identifies  with the mind/body. So one needs to continually inquire  into/investigate/ contemplate the nature of Self and Reality for this  'awakening' to become established. It is only in this established  awakening that all existential anxiety is banished.
Beyond the Separate Self, by Colin Drake,
is available at http://nonduality.  com/btss. htm
Thursday, July 15, 2010
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